I exist on the outside perimeter of everything I am involved in, be it school, work, or extracurricular.
"But Chelsea (Candii), you're so outgoing and funny!"
This makes me laugh.
I've heard it before, but never really believed or observed it. I am fake, I integrate myself with my surroundings as much as I have to in order to survive without seeming the "freak" or "outsider" but oh, I am still outside.
Maybe I'm socially awkward, or self preserving. I don't know. I just know, that no matter what I've done, or tried, or accomplished, I'm on the outside.
Maybe it's a really cool trick that I know, like, I can just convince you into thinking I'm so fantastic, but only for a little while, until I fade out and become boring ole me. *Cue moving on music*
I have found myself now on the outside of 3 leagues. What am I doing wrong?
"But Chelsea (Candii), you're so outgoing and funny!"
This makes me laugh.
I've heard it before, but never really believed or observed it. I am fake, I integrate myself with my surroundings as much as I have to in order to survive without seeming the "freak" or "outsider" but oh, I am still outside.
Maybe I'm socially awkward, or self preserving. I don't know. I just know, that no matter what I've done, or tried, or accomplished, I'm on the outside.
Maybe it's a really cool trick that I know, like, I can just convince you into thinking I'm so fantastic, but only for a little while, until I fade out and become boring ole me. *Cue moving on music*
I have found myself now on the outside of 3 leagues. What am I doing wrong?