I guess I'm doing 30 days of blogging

Day 1:

I'm high, eating chocolate and enjoying the post derby aches as they slowly set in.

This chocolate is from Poland. I wonder if I'll ever go back there.

My brain is running and running with 'should's, 'shouldn't's and 'don't's. My brain is SCREAMING at me to stop being so emotional. Stop falling for people. Even though "falling for people" isn't really something I do. I want to date you but I want to be single because I can barely hold myself together emotionally and history has shown me that I cannot handle the emotional stability of two people.

I think about you constantly. I want to talk to you every minute of every day. I know the signs. I know where this is leading me. Every time I see you I smile, every time your face shows up in my head I smirk, wondering if I'm popping into your head too. Knowing that it is.

There's just so much to consider. So much to worry about. Stop worrying and let it happen.

Just... let it happen.

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