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Dreams that depict the contents of future novels blow my mind. Last night I had an epic dream about colored gorillas and Griffins. Huge Griffins. I don't know what to make of it, I should write it down but there is no reason, I'd rather remember it for a later date. Foreshadowing perhaps?

I should be studying for the ever exciting "Sociology of Death and Dying" test on the morrow but I have no desire to. I've lost all desire to do well this semester, and It's only September. This month has gone by much faster than I anticipated. If only the rest follow suit. Keep going! Must get into UMKC, therefore I MUST do better this semester.

I'm really happy with my iToot library right now. Apocalyptica rocks my socks, literally. If I were to put my socks on my stereo speakers those damn socks would rock like there's no tomorrow. "Sillyworld" mMmMm Stone Sour. I can't wait until Slipknot stops their new nonsense and lets Corey Taylor escape to Stone Sour again. I need something new to rock to every now and then. I should makes some new CDs for my trip on Friday, good idea for distraction.

I should stop missing World Civ.

I think Grampa just knocked the refridgerator over.

Leaving on the note of Zzyzx Rd.
Chels

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