"It's Complicated"

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I'm so very confused.
Please help me.
Please explain.
You tell me "no twitter hints" about "whatever is going on between us"
but, how can I drop hints if I dont even know what is between us.
How can I be so happy and miserable at the same time.

Today, I kissed you
I kissed you like we haven't kissed
in months.
it rocked me
I ache to kiss like that again
and what
what
what
are we doing.

Never in my life has "it's complicated" been more applicable

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